Break ups.Uesless,I want you back.

Remembering the happy times we shared.
It seemed so recent,so blissful,how much we cared.
8 October right after the examinations,
it happened so happily,without even preparations.
Holding your hand seemed to be the happiest thing,
The only type of joy that only you could bring.
Still so childish,ranting on about forever.
When we were still having troubles getting together.
My wish came true,we were in the same class.
But then i guess i was too much,a pain in the arse.

Today the sky seemed so blue
I didnt know,had no clue.
A small quarrel came thought nothing big would happen.
The question came,so sad yet so apparent.
It was my fault,all along,
If you were happy from this,then i too will not prolong.
Promises i made,broken,leaving your heart in shatters.
I apologise,but then again.there were still endless rattles.
You were not ready,thats an invalid excuse.
Because i was the one that was of no use.
Thank you for all the efforts you have made.
I assure you it was working,but i didnt appreciate what you paid.
Looks like i lied again,bout lasting together
But letters,pictures,memories.They last forever.

I cherished you,loved you,but i was too blinded.
By my desire to last longer,the present was neglected.
I want you back baby,
That im not taking back.
Out of everything i have said so far,some true,some false.
This i can garuntee,will never be lost.
All my poems,pictures,I shall keep.
Awaiting your arrival,whenever u wanna peek.
I got nothing to say.I didnt break,
But i will always respect your decision,that i wont take.
My part to play in this relationship,it still goes on.
Your decisions are the most impt again.but this time,mine will never be wrong.
Regardless of what you do to me,my resolve is affirmed.
You can bet as much as you want i wont give up,that will 100% be confirmed.

When you did it,it felt like the end of the world.
Weijie,Jonathan,Eugene,I understood the qualms of my peers.
Flashbacks came to me,memories playing without a sound.
Tears flooded,rolled,it felt so terrible,like being smashed to the ground.
Is it fate,juz awhile ago u were still in my arms.
But now everything was gone.wiping my face with my really wet palms.
I wondered how u were feeling,sad?happy?
I didnt know,i couldn't know.I was too crappy.
I couldnt even understand the girl i loved for many months.
Im a failure,and this was the worst flunk.
My heart was so torn,i didnt even know what hurt.
Get up,live life on,from my frens thats what i heard.
It seemed so useless.Then i know what i had to do.
If i couldnt live life without u,obviously one way left,one rule.
Dont give up,I want you back baby.
Im obsessed,people may think im crazy.
But i juz cant bear to give up,after all we have been through.
I still need you,i dont know bout you but crying aint cool.
So i wun,i will lift my head up high.
And get you back,regardless by kisses,poems or pies.
My happy sunshine,smiling and laughing,
Im gonna get you.I swear im coming.
Wait for me.I dun believe your feelings are dwindling.
This is just another obstacle right?Im believing.
Our feelings for each other,they wont fade for eternity.


Jeraldyn.Im Snatching.I cherished,I loved.things didnt work out.I will change.Watch out.I still got my last batch of stars and one last poem waiting for you.Friend.